Vighnesh Rege

It is the inalienable right of every being to express itself. The form and mode of expression may vary, but as long as the being is alive, it shall express.

Absolutely no one can take away that right to expression.

You may get incarcerated for what you've said, but you could continue expressing and write books from jail. Your hands may be tied up, but you could scream. Your tongue might be cut off, and yet your body may continue to writhe away expressing its agony.

As long as your heart beats, your body will find avenues to expression, and that right is absolutely inalienable.

In my writing, I explore the full range of freedom of expression I have been given.

I explore ideas that might otherwise be considered taboo.

I speak about subjects that rarely see the light of day in civilized conversation.

And I make claims and present arguments that may contradict the common narratives.

This is my spiritual practice.
It helps me see myself in, and in contrast to, what I write.

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Featured essays

• 3 Principles of Making Good Sweet LoveOct 2026What every man who thinks in systems should know about sex
• The Menstrual Litmus Test for the DivineSep 2026What religious restrictions on menstruating women reveal about the nature of God and hidden idolatry
• The Appeal of FascismSep 2026Is the Nation a Collective? Does the Collective have its own Will?
• Psoas Release: The Key to a Non-Ejaculatory LifeJul 2026On psoas release techniques to counter blue balls and how the Mythical King of gods got covered in a Thousand Yonis
• The Incomplete Nature of LogicJul 2026
• The Spiritual Foundations of Sexual AthleticismJun 2026Battle shame, so you can sport with each other
• The Art of a Good DickingJun 2026
• Clothed LovemakingMay 2026
• Baby, Don't Latch Onto MeApr 2026
• America's CultureApr 2026It exists. It does not exist.
• Ideas & PossessionMar 2026How I changed my mind about Communism and Homosexuality
• Epstein Island vs. Planned ParenthoodMar 2026On actions that objectify humans while prioritizing the pursuit of pleasure
• The Texture of Panic AttacksFeb 2026The Epstein saga lands in my body
• The Coldest Bitch I Ever PursuedFeb 2026Bye, bye America!
• Compliant AssetsJan 2026A Step-by-Step Guide for Operating a Homegrown Trafficking Franchise
• The Slippery Slopes of DeathNov 2025A Testimony on the seduction of demonic relief and the Grace that broke its grip
• Could Raging Against “Climate Change” Feed It?Sep 2025
• My Testimony: The Trauma Healing Nerd Meets JesusAug 2025How my journey to find the most perfect trauma healing modality culminated in Jesus Christ
• My Testimony: Patiently Awaiting My ReturnAug 2025Meeting agony in the body, finding salvation in Christ
• The Divine FlirtJan 2024From the myth of Lord Krishna to the medicine of Japanese rope-bondage for the anxiously-attached Dom
• The Spirit of Uncontrollable LaughterNov 2023
• On the Sacred Spot of RelatingMar 2023How to access peaceful bliss in every meeting with another human
• Contact Improv is real TantraJan 2023All else is theatrics

If you had asked me what my childhood was like before August 28th, 2020, I would have said I had a very normal childhood. All the while, I was struggling with porn addiction, sex addiction, and binge eating, in a long-term relationship that was under duress, partly because of my inability to stay centered and contained.

Then something changed, and for the very first time, I asked myself the question: wait, was I sexually abused as a child?

That question began a whole journey: becoming aware of the phenomenon of repressed memories, recovering my own memories, making peace with the fact that I may never know for sure, and still being able to change my lived experience to a place where I no longer suffer from the addictions and compulsions I described before.

This podcast describes that whole journey, and in it I have interviewed others who have experienced the recovery of repressed memories. It is particularly well suited for those with an alternative healing and mystical bent of mind.

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Come on the show

I would like to interview:

• Adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse who are open to sharing the specifics of their trauma history, and the specifics of what helped them heal from the challenges the trauma brought. Especially those who had fully repressed memories, as I did, and especially men. I feel really drawn to getting men's stories out.
• Repentant abusers: people who have committed childhood sexual abuse and are repenting it.
• People who witnessed abuse happening in their families but felt helpless to stop it, and who are willing to share what their inner experience is like.

If this is you, please write to me.